bi | infp | xxii

currently obsessed with shadow and bone/six of crows, the raven cycle, the foxhole court, and skam

always in the middle of an existential crisis tbh

reading: capitalist realism by mark fisher, the invisible life of addie larue by v.e. schwab

watching: peaky blinders (S2)

listening: phoebe bridgers, elliott smith, julien baker, arlo parks, lorde, sufjan stevens, mitski

i track the tag stargazyng

instagram: tendervoids

"There were stars," he said. "They burned my eyes."

is/elías || xxii || misc.

I love pretty pictures, animated films and cats.

obisanya:

Like i literally cannot stop thinking about Andrew getting off his meds and seeing Neil and just stalling completely because it was SUPPOSED TO BE THE DRUGS so why is his heart still stuttering like that over the bruises on his face and then Neil says if it means losing you then no and Andrew feels his heart fall into his stomach because oh shit it really wasn’t the drugs it’s just Neil and he’s in way over his fucking head and this can only end in heartbreak

sienaries:

I don’t know how I forgot I had these lying around in my folder but here I am with YET other fanarts! I think it’s been at least 6 months since I posted something not aftg related and I’m still obssessing over my two babies

obisanya:

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Neil: if you don’t leash him I will

Neil, half a book later:

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s0meoneonpluto:

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Pipe dream.

buffonia:

There was nowhere for Neil to stand except up against Andrew, but somehow Neil didn’t mind.

shua-ngrila:

        ANDREIL + favorite quotes.

        “Can I really be Neil again?“ 

         “I told Neil to stay,” Andrew said. 

          “Leave Nathaniel  buried in Baltimore with his father.”

criswisstuff:

Neil Josten canonically called the love of his life Andrew Minyard a drama queen

ace-ephalopod:

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Look at these beautiful murder boyfriends @frankielucky gave me for my birthday!! Go check her out she does commissions!!

ace-ephalopod:

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Look at these beautiful murder boyfriends @frankielucky gave me for my birthday!! Go check her out she does commissions!!

princeofexy-deactivated20210421:

Neil really said he had good survival instincts and then went and spent the money meant to keep him alive to buy a maserati for the pretty boy with the hazel eyes

in c a s h

daywymack:

i won’t be like them. i won’t let you let me be. 

foxes-evermore:

I’m so glad that Neil “accepted the fact that he was going to be killed and rolled with it” Josten and Andrew “will stand up for his family but not for himself” Minyard met each other and simultaneously decided “someone really needs to protect this loser, I guess it’s gonna be me”

sienaries:

I don’t know how I forgot I had these lying around in my folder but here I am with YET other fanarts! I think it’s been at least 6 months since I posted something not aftg related and I’m still obssessing over my two babies

ajminyard3:

The more he falls for Neil the more he hates Neil, because Neil is the one thing in the world that could destroy him, and Andrew isn’t ready for that.

He just doesn’t realize yet he’s too late to stop it.

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poikas:

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